We are the young bloods
Keep telling you I just can't help it,
even though I'm trying my best to push it away.
To push you away.
I've made a decision for myself,
stop being so fucking pathetic and just do it.
And I'm glad everything worked out as it did,
I'm not sure if we would have made it otherwise.
The past week was too evenful for my own good,
too much hesitation and I started to get doubtful.
But circumstances brought it all back and brought you back
to reality.
Theese past 2 weeks was shit since you didn't live in the
reality at all, you kept going in some different kind of fantasy.
Which made me really scared of what could happen
and what I should fo about it.
Helplessness made me suffer from the addiction to my own inner controlfreak,
and yes thats what I am, I am a bit of an freak.
But I'm waiting for you to actually accept that and for myself too.
Yet, I know every rough patch we conquer now will reward
us at least the same amount of energy put in.
And I'm not longer scared to make an effort since I already
made myself so incredibly vulnerable so I have nothing left to loose.
Even though I thought you were the brave one in this,
the one with most courage I've realised that we might be alike.
Maybe we take turns?
And I no longer mind fighting as long as I know I can make it
on the other side so to speak.
Whatever, I'm just analyzing the situation when there is no need to.
You will be here in 12 hours and I couldn't be more happy for it,
nothing really needs to be said about it I can still feel it.
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